Anyone else have a severe case of alarm clock anxiety? I literally have to face mine against the wall to avoid seeing the time during the night. If I wake up to take a piss at 4 am and see the time its all over for me, might as well go put on a pot of coffee and start blogging because I am not falling back asleep. There's been nights I've decided to hold it and risk wetting the bed over getting up to take a piss just out of pure fear that I'll slip up and see a clock. Its ridiculous.
Wasn't always this way, the old days I used to relish it, I'd see the clock at 6 AM and would be psyched about the two more hours of sleep I had left. But the past few years of dreading each day working in a cube has ruined even sleep for me. I see that clock and my heart starts pounding, mind racing, doing the math to figure out how long I have until I have to go back to my miserable existence as desk donkey. Shit sucks.